half dead~

hmm~ half dead~
ya~ i really mean that~
life is like living in hell now~
but then, a bit better~
at least, i can still sleep, eat, talk, bath.....
>.<"aiks~ i nvr visit hell be4~ how am i suppose 2 knoe i m living better than there ?
wat am i talking about~
arghh~ forget it~
turning a bit crazy now~ =o

okie~ i didn't blog yesterday~
cause i was damn STRESSSSSSSsssssss......
had my BM paper 2 on tues~ which is Ok i guess~
n 2day~ a life taking day~
(okay~ i might b exaggerating = p )
just~ my heart almost jump out 4rm my mouth~
hmm~ y mouth ar ? cause i can't breath~ =.=
history paper 2 in de morning~
which is msia n asia history~
kinda tough~ cause what i focus didn't cum out~
hmm~ but then , i still managed to ans it-remember sum~
ad tried my best~

in de noon~ micro paper~
which is run out of TIME~
it is consider as kinda easy~
but why am i lacking of time ???!!!
i managed to finish the objective parts very soon~
but then, the quantitative ques took me quite sum time~
in de end....
i didn't really have time on my essay ques~
did all~ but i guess sum ans are not complete~
>.<" feels like crying~
but i didn't laa~
no mood 4 it~ ad numb towards tat kind of feeling~
it's over~ shouldn't think so much about it~
just~ a bad feeling~
cause~ it's easy~ n i know how to ans~
but my time management is bad~

stpm~ u r really taking my life~
but i ll still fight with u till de end~
n try my best to b the winner ^^

lEaving u @ last~

another update~
history paper~
a paper tat made me feels like tat ---
memorized those history facts till my brain gonna burst !
at last~i can put away tat book^^
(tamadun dunia & islam)
a bit relieve after tiz paper~
still have 6 more papers coming up~
hmm~ smthg unexpected came out in tiz history paper~
but then, i did manage to ans them~
hope i can score it~
kept on writing in tat 3 hours~
till my hands r turning RED~
luckily i finished de essay in de last minute~
wif a simply conclusion(no enough time lorrr.... )
tiz is juz paper 1~
still got to face paper 2 next week~
(sejarah msia & asia)

gambateh ya gurl~

p/s: thanks 2 those who console me in yesterday's paper~ ^^

gOne~ gIve up?............

juz had my PA 2 paper~
de most important paper~
damn sad now~
it is really bad, terrible~

my Bhg D(graph) n Bhg E-" hancur"!!!!
it is really out of my expectation~

de stupid Bhg E~
2 same type of ques~
i nvr do tat ques be4~
Bhg D~ my graph is totally wrong~
no hope @ all~ i was trembling~
~ very nervous @ tat moment~
n i think tat's de reason tat made me can't think properly~
y can't i figure out de pie chart???!!!
-which is easier comparing 2 de bar chart~
i wasted > 30 minutes thinking of the bar chart
making me crazy~
->n lastly drew a wrong one~

i m so angry n disappointed of myself~
but i manage 2 make myself calm down~
i kept on reminding myself~
it is STPM~ only 1 chance~
no matter what is happening~
u have to finish de other sections~
u must try ur best~
u can't make ur parents disappointed~
so, lastly~
managed to finish de other sections~

but then, section D n E ~
...........................

i m really sad~
i nvr face such situation be4~
*sob*sob~~

sTpm~

de messy sofa~
with all my notes~
guess wat~ de whole house is full with my books n notes~
^^
cause~ i ll nt study @ a place only~
i ll study on the sofa, my bed, my table, comp table etc~
everywhere~
except toilet laa~ ^^

so,
what is tiz ?
my exam slip~
whoa~ the day is coming @ last~
exam gonna start tmr @ 8am~
all de best 2 myself~

gal~ u can do it !!!!!!

gRaduate~ A

hot news 4 the day~
Obama as the new president of America~
hmm~
nt really into their country's politics~
so, no comments~ ^^

back to my last day of school life~
it is a busy, tired n rushing day....

puny brought sum dwali biscuits 4 us~

i was bc preparing the card for BM T~
did it last nite~
have to do sum final touch in the class~
stay away frm me~
i m busy~
ll "cut" u if u disturb me~ ....

lina took my pic again when i was bc~
>.<....

dang~ dang~ dang~ dang~ the card~ tat's the front~
the dics is juz 4 deco only~

the back~
with sum words~
tiz card is suppose 2 be attached wif a present~

bob took a pic of lina n me discussing sumthing~

at last, a pic with 2 of my best friends~

posing with lina~

have to go to the "dewan seri" after recess~
got to listen 2 sum speeches~
on the way there~
passed by my junior's classroom~
oh ya, i hav forgotten to mentioned sumthing~
Step(my junior aka lwr6) sent me a message(MSN) yesterday~
it's very nice n lovely~
took a photo with her n Janet~

there goes~ 2 pretty gals n me~

another pic of me n sum form5 juniors in the hall~
the 1st(left) indian guy~
i don't know him..>.<
y is he in tiz pic ?
pHui yee n me~

with meow n kar yin~

kar yin n me~
a gal who likes to "play" with my hair~

with the gals 4rm 6 Setia class~
nice friends~ ^^

sumthing 4rm PIBG n KLIUC~
a notebook n sum stationeries~

hav to clean the classrooms after tat~
cleaned 5 Erat~
tat class is very dirty !!!
seems like they nvr clean their class be4~
i m going to hav my exam in 5 Rajin classroom~

with Yap~ she is a very hardworking gal~
strong determination~

tiz is Soon~
the tallest gal in Upper 6~
pretty n clever too~ ^^

Ester~ nice gal too~
very gd in English~

wif Pn. Nor Aizan~
n sum of my classmates~

oh ya~ took sum photos with T~
but then, most of the pic r wif lina's camera~
so, ll update those photos later~

Creative class gals posing with thier "tidy" uniforms~

my memorial books~
ll keep them forever~

went to Jusco Cheras after tat~
ll update the details tmr ya~
too tired~ nite !

lAzy daY ~

a lazy day~
wanted to skip school so much~
but then, i still went 2 school~
lots of my chinese friends ad started their "holiday"~



gave the share of the hamper to every classmates~
after recess,
went to the PROSTAR meeting~
about the AGM~
ll b having a tired monday next week~

met Pn. Elizar rite after the school bell rings~
we were looking 4 her for the whole day for photo taking~
chatted with her 4 a while
n she showed us the trial result~

hmm~
school life gonna end on next tues as wed is arrange tables for exam~
feeling kinda sad about this~
time really flies rite ?
have lots of nice memories in tiz form 6 life~

a random pic of my school compound~

bloCk test

"uJian bLok"
i nvr come across tiz word be4 i come to smkSS
ujian blok ??
so, it's bLock test in eng rite ???
so weird duh~ >.<""

so, it's a test 4 us~
4 those who r facing stpm soon~
we hav to answer each paper in 1 hour~
so, had General Paper, History n BM 2day~
n i didn't prepare @ all 4 it~
cAuse i slept be4 10pm yesterday !!!
i guess it is the earliest time i go to bed in year 2008~ =.=

4 GP, it's objective~
therefore, i played "shooting"....
4 those dasar ques, kinda difficult lor~

next, hIstory~
pn. Indani told us the ques~
we managed to look through the textbook in 5 minutes time~

lastly, bm~
tough ! especially @ the "alih bahasa" part~

so,
wondering y i am so not serious about tiz test ?
cause it is actually a "latihan bimbingan" 4 us~
my school alWays give us test n exam~
i guess cause they wanna make us use to the exam mood~ >.<""

anyway,
lots of my friends who didn't take tiz test~

tUitiOn~

during macro class~
we did the lower 6 final exam paper~
i did lots of silly mistakes >.<"" oh ya~ teacher told us tat we can only meet her for only 2 more times~
after tat, we can't c her anymore as holiday starts n STPM too~
time really flies rite ?
she is making me very nervous !!!
26 days to go~

decided to go to Yakin today~
went by KTM with Des n Ling~

took sum pic
while waiting 4 the train~

that's Ling~
she didn't notice i took her pic~

n there goes Des~
who kept on "kacau" Ling~ =p

reached KL @ 2.45pm~
in a rush~
bought a chocz french toast~RM3.00
n i REGRET !!!!
when i saw the process of makin it~
aherm !!!!
very bad for health~ especially bout the cooking oil~
i SWEAR i ll nvr buy it again~
even thought it is quite tasty~
fats...fats....fats.....

heavy rain again after class ended~
n tiz time~
i m clever~ i hav my "ella ella eh"^^
but.... i m still wet !!! =.=

oh ya~ i want to buy JAY'S ALBUM~
his songs in tiz album is SUPER DUPER nice~
Soon got his album today~
with the poster~
so nice !!!! lucky her~
wanna steal it =p
btw, where is she staying arh ??~

a dAy off~

guess what ?
went to schOol but didn't attend any lesson at all~
>.<"" helPed my class teachEr to calculate the fOrm 4 n uPper 6 stUdent's co-curricular markS~ u knew that thingy~
kinda important to Upper 6 students cause we need it to get into uNi~
it has a total of 10 marKs~
thOse r the papers tat has our marKs on it~
got to chose the 2 highest mark~
n for mine~
i participated in 4 society~
which is, SPBT, F6S, PROSTAR n badminton~
got all A's except for PROSTAR- B... y ??
cause i m nt the commitee member~ =(
anyway, it's ad more than enough~
as i hav mentioned~
teacher ll choose the 2 highest marks~
n in conclusion~ i got an A for my coco marks ! yeah~
so, i ll get full marks-10 for the uni thingy~
so do lina, puny, syaz n bob ~
hmm~ it worth for staying back in school for the past few months~

look @ how messy our tables are~
oh ya, the PK coco told us tat~
for those of u who helped teacher to calculate the marks~
u can get extra 5 marks~
but then, if we add tat 5 marks, it's ad more than the full marks~ 100 ! >.<"" so, our form teacher said, no need to add lor~~

the best thing 4 2day is~ during micro lesson~
our form teacher told "chin chan" she need our help~
so, there's no micro class today~ cheer from everyone ! lol~
she is a gd teacher, but then...
her teaching style made us doze off~ =p

oh ya~
it's the 1st day of MUET speaking test~
so, most of the students r bc preparing 4 it~
i m free of it~ keke~
those guys were damn happy after the test~
discussing on how they answered juz now~ ^^

there u go~ hav a look @ our serious look~
lina~ studying o ???


n puny~ studying ??!! but i thought tat's lina's notebook~ =p

n me~ listening to songs more than studying~ haha~ =p


lastly~ sleeping~ haha~
cause we were tired of helping teacher~ =.=""

cheers~ a smile~ be4 going home~
hmm~ stpm is so near~ n we looks so relaxing duh ?!
juz a day~ ^^ cause gotta helped teacher~
need to study hard @ home lor~

additional info~
i got my trial result @ last~
at last~ my CGPA is more than 3.0~
but then, i can't get an A- yet~
so difficult duh !
need to get 84 N above 4 A-
aiyook~ gambateh ya gal~ go go go !!!



oh ya~ somewhere~
outside of the classroom~
alone~
enjoying the school breeze~
i took a photo of Lucy~ without her noticing~
hmm~ she seems to be very sad rite ?
bcoz of MUET ? of BF ?
take care gal~

school day ended~ "RING......"
n there goes the rain~ welcome us~ >.<""

fUnny~

a week of PMR exam~
it ended 2day~
had a 3 days holiday~
did some studies @ the library~
so guai hor ? =p
tues~ went with lina
wed~ went with daph

helped teacher to wrap presents in caunselling room~
my 1st time to wrap smthg to bcum so bad~
=.=
cause~ we need to b fast as there r lots of presents~
aiya~ teacher~
don't blame us ya~

went to kl for tuition today
managed to get myself a small bag at CM
(after walking 4 such a long time)
it's 4 my tmr's graduation ceremony( secondary school je~~~)
rite after i paid for tat bag~
i saw another shop with more varieties of bags~ n CHEAPER~ >.<""
but then, their quality r bad~
so, i am still satisfy with the one tat i bought^^
n gt an accessory for deco~

went 4 pa tuition~
boring~
but the teacher managed to finished all the exercises

then~ UNLUCKY me~
raining heavily @ KL
n i hav forgotten to bring my umbrella~
shared the "ella ella e..." with Soon till she gt in to the bus~
then, i went in the rain>.<""
so, i am kinda wet when i attend bm class
home by bus~
n guess wat~
saw a smthg funny~
a chinese guy, around 20++
he must b too TIRED~
when the bus turn to the right in a sudden~
the guy fall out from his seat !
n hit his head on the floor~
omg ! pity ~
n very malu lor~
cause everyone saw tat~
n the bus conductor asked him : u ok tak ? kepala ok ?
i almost laugh~
almost ya~ didn't laugh^^

went to Jusco Equine wit lina @ nite~
went for a 1 n half hour walk~
bought souvenirs 4 our teachers - photo frames
n i got Ong's present~
went to tried a formal blouse n skirt~
but then, i looked really weird in formal wear~
eee~ so weird !!!
mayb it's nt suitable 4 me~
the skirt is nice~ but the blouse~ hmm~ no no~
i m kinda choosy~
kinda impossible 4 me to get a formal wear in such a short time
at last, i didn't buy it~

hmm~ headache~
i don't wanna wear baju kurung to tmr's graduation ~
but now~ terpaksalah~
cause all my skirt r above my knees~
n teacher said tak boleh~ >.<""
juz~
hope i m looking nice in tat baju kurung~

a LessOn iN a dAy~

attended only 1 lesson 2day- macro~
a very interesting class~
love the 'Doremon' teacher a lot~
sHe told us lots of sTories n did revision wIth us + dicuss exam paper @ the sAme time~

went to library after recess~
did a little revIsion~
then, chatted wIth Step(my jUnior)
tHen, gossips wit my clAssmates in class~

oH ya~
Form 6 society fArewell is on 30th of Oct~
we hav to pay Rm 6
n the Menu is~~~~ cHicken rice only~
oMg~! tat's damn expensIve duh~
sigh~ i wOnder is tat rIce imported~
is tAt cHicken verY x 100 special ??? aYam kampung ke ?
hOwever~ i paId 2 sAn san at lAst~
hmm~ juz hope it ll b nIce~

Bob the buIlder~
bob broUght me kuih raya 2day~^^(hE promised me 4 it)

peanuts n milk cookieS~
hmm~ prefer the peanut cOokies more~ ^^

unLucky chocz =(

time to open the hamper~there goes the hamper~
not too big~ but then, it's enough 4 us~
there's only 13 ppl in my class ~.< cum on~ pic lovers
since we hav nthg much to do~
a pic with it~there goes lina aka my dear n me~
opened it during MUET lesson n enjoy the food~
don't worry~ we did ask permission 4rm our dear T~^^
but then, a bit malu la~
cause we didn't know that teacher is actually 'puasa-ing'
sOrry ~

so, tat's my share~ juz some junk food n biscuits~
anyway, by eating those n sum other extra bites, i don't have to go 4 recess again~ ^^
there's a cadbury choc wafer there~
i know~ there's a news recently, that it contains melamine~
juz a bar wouldn't kill me~ =p
in addition, my classmates brought us sum 'kuih raya' ~
i m really blessed with food 2day, rite ? lol~

see it ? chocz biscuits~ cool~ my fav~
homemade by myNie ~ thanks a lot~ ^^
like de one with some choc meltz on the butter biscuits~

~after enjoying the food~
our class is kinda messy~ lol~
itulah class yg terbersih ! ^^

seems like i went to school to eat only~
okie, back to the happenings 4 today~
while we were having the micro lesson~
smthg happened~
*snif*snif~
a very strong smell~
it smells like sum burning chemicals~
really gonna choke me to death !!!
teacher : seah, r u okie ?
gosh~ of course i m nt ok!
*face gonna turn into green soon*
can't understand how u did u stand tat smell~
n in a sudden, aiN saw smokes comin out from a the fluorescent lamp~
sYaz went to switch off the poWer supply immediately~
omg~ we r almost death bcoz of tat~
those toxic smells might ruin our lungs~ >.<"" unlucky us~ ended up, we got to suffer from 'darkness' n hotness' for the rest of the day~ cause we can't switch on the light nor the fan~ there goes a pic of the killer tat almost make us in tmr's newspaper~

teacher discussed our trial paper~
for my PA1 paper, almost make me pengsan~
for the IQ parts, i think i have gt only 5 out of 15 ques~
tat's very bad !!! am i tat stupid n weak in tiz ?? sigh.....
it's suppose to b a bonus 4 us to score~
so, we discuss the ans with teacher~
luckily, it's the problem of the ans given by T~
there r lots of ques which the ans r given wrongly~
omg !!! pikachu teacher, wat had happened to u ?
wat happened to the skema jawapan ?
anyway, really got to study more about the dasar2 negara~
did lots of mistakes in tat part~

for my micro paper, gt the obj paper only~
so do the bm paper~ a few silly mistakes~
overall, there's a little improvement~

unlucky us~
school bell rings~
rain comes~
=.=
wet from head to toe~
cause it rained heavily in a sudden~
+
didn't bring my umbrella~ T.T
home by Des car~ thanks~^^
4 gals at the back seat~ juz like the sardine fishes~

my shoes~ wet n dirty(covered with sands....)